10:02 PM. Thursday, February 28, 2008
WARNING: this is a random post.
i figured out that it's going to be tough living in this world. and no, i'm not feeling suicidal but, just thinking about how expensive this world is. everyone's going branded, even myself, i know i'm eying at some pretty branded stuffs, but i'm just penniless.
every price is increasing. houses, properties, lands... even our basic daily needs of food and clothes. how are we going to survive in this world? it's definitely nice to be born into a rich family, who doesn't want to be brought up with a silver spoon?
money, money, money... is this whole world about money? we sure can't live without it. scientifically, we can live without food and water but, practically, we can't live without money because, without money, how do we even fill our daily hunger?
of course, food and shelter are necessities of life but what about the pleasures in life? the things that makes you happy. computer games? music? football? cars? fashion? hmmm... they all need to be bought too.
how much more can i spend? how much more do i need to save? it's nothing but numbers in my head now.
(that's it, enough of the randoms)
"we're all living in an expensive world."
p.s: CONGRATS TO MY FRIENDS WHO PASSED THE JAE APPEAL! :D honestly, i'm really extremely happy for you guys. there must be something awesome planned for you in this school. :) i can't wait to see how we all grow as we begin a new "life". still, may we do keep in contact and catch up with one another. <3
10:55 PM. Wednesday, February 27, 2008
guys, it's time to clean JASPER'S blood man. seriously, ask him for the story behind this blood stain here. i don't want to humilate him here, even though it's hilarious. HAHA!
TAAAAAH-DAAAAAH! (it's hard uploading a photo here. this is my prolly 5th time uploading this photo) it doesn't look as LQ as i thought. :) i'm happy with that. on the other hand, my ipod is pretty much killing me. -_- it wasn't anybody's fault, yeah, but i just don't know what is it's problem of not functioning well, but, i won't want to spend any single amount on getting it fixed. i'm broke, seriously.
say, now then i realize that my phone isn't that bad after all, the pictures came out to be CLEAR AND HQ when i'd uploaded them to the comp. :D awesome...! this is one of my favourite shots taken today. check it out and you'll know.
TAAAAAH-DAAAAAH! (it's hard uploading a photo here. this is my prolly 5th time uploading this photo) it doesn't look as LQ as i thought. :) i'm happy with that. on the other hand, my ipod is pretty much killing me. -_- it wasn't anybody's fault, yeah, but i just don't know what is it's problem of not functioning well, but, i won't want to spend any single amount on getting it fixed. i'm broke, seriously.
thought about many things today at the park. didn't know what was going through but i thank God for the friends i have, really. everyone should appreciate who they have around them, you'll never know when you need that shoulder to lean on.
curious.
that was my mood for the closing end of the day. talked to my brother about it and still figuring out. i need more advice, definitely.
"sometimes, all you need is just a little courage."
7:41 PM. Sunday, February 24, 2008
yesterday, on the ride home, i'd asked both jasper and wilson, "what was so satanic about the lightning bolt sign?"
we all know what's wrong with the 5-pointed star, we all know that skulls are wrong too,
but who knew that the lightning bolt was wrong as well?
just did some researching, and this was what i found.
http://www.exposingsatanism.org/signsymbols.htm
honestly, some can be pretty strange, but until you've read the meaning of it... heebie-jeebies!
"what is so fun about mocking someone who loves you so much?"
1:52 PM.
Joy Williams - 'Do They See Jesus In Me'
Is the face that I see in the mirror
The one I want others to see
Do I show in the way that I walk in my life
The love that You've given to me
My heart's desire is to be like You
In all that I do, all I am
Do they see Jesus In Me
Do they recognize Your face
Do I communicate Your love, and Your grace
Do I reflect who You are
In the way I choose to be
Do they see Jesus In Me
It's amazing that You'd ever use me
But use me the way You will
Help me to hold out a heart of compassionate grace
A heart that Your spirit fills
May I show forgiveness and mercy
The same way You've shown it to me
Now I want to show all the world who You are
The reason I live and breathe
So You'll be the One that they see
When they see me
12:56 AM. Thursday, February 21, 2008
"take time to realize..."
some things in this world just can't be seen beyond the naked eye. i realized how complicated this world can be. we could have always been fooled by the smile of others. who knows what is behind the mask they are wearing? we never know what the truth behind, unless told. who knows if the one beside you is hurt inside? who knows if the one whom walked passed you at noon today was someone whom didn't like your friend? what are the things happening behind-the-scenes? we never know. let's just say, everyone's got secrets. a sad clown can never have a frown, he's still got to put up the show with a forced smile. who knows if a happy friend of yours could be all so empty deep down inside, just that he didn't want to show it all out.
"something's gotta change, it must be rearranged..."
change. change this whole masquerade.
4:29 PM. Wednesday, February 20, 2008
a BIG thank you to my twin for helping me out in this whole blogskin thing. YOU ROCK!! :D haha.
p.s: stop emo-ing, kiddos!
11:48 AM. Tuesday, February 19, 2008
"For I know the plans I have for you," declares the LORD, "plans to prosper you and not to harm you, plans to give you hope and a future."
-Jeremiah 29:11
if this is what i am supposed to do, i'll fulfil Your will. You'd placed me here for a purpose, i know.
thank You God.
10:11 PM. Sunday, February 17, 2008
there's no need to worry about anything,
allowing myself to live everyday in peace,
casting all my anxieties and worries to Him,
that is how He wants me to be.
:)
11:45 PM. Thursday, February 14, 2008
today's valentines' day, a day full of love and more love.
watched cinderella III. i know, it's CINDERELLA, but hey! fairytales makes me happy because of their beautiful endings. it will be nice living in a fairytale, really.
"Everyone deserves true love..."
this was what the king said to anastacia when she rejected his gift of a seashell. this seashell was given to the king from the queen, and it represents true love to the king. weird, but this phrase caught my attention. gave me that tingly feeling inside. hmmm.
it's a world full of love.
12:50 AM.
dear God,
show me who am i. show me my purpose in life.
i don't want to feel this way anymore.
2:41 PM. Monday, February 11, 2008
how could anyone possibly be so talented? i am amazed. they deserve it all. it's part of my dream, to be able to stand on that stage thanking the ones i love and those part of this journey. to be able to touch and hold that precious award, that is what i want.
i am ready, what about you?
10:23 PM. Sunday, February 10, 2008
allowing creativity to flow and inspire others.