1:31 AM. Saturday, May 31, 2008
it wasn't what i expected/wanted, but gee, there's no point regretting. case closed. what is done, it can't be undone. all i can do now is just to sit here and wait, and maybe pray.
life is all about making choices. well of course you can't choose everything but the choice you made before could make a difference in the ending.
p.s: thank you for being a nice listening ear, it was what i needed. :) your advise has woken me up.
after all, this is life.
6:55 PM. Tuesday, May 27, 2008
oh, and it reminded me. took some online survey/quiz yesterday and guess what?
i've got a mental age of 28. (that's a difference of 10 years compared to reality, mind you)
i'm...
- 61% matured
- 28% old
- 64% childish
am i really childish...?
1:18 PM.
3 more days in exchange for 3 weeks of holiday.
thank God?
11:27 PM. Saturday, May 24, 2008
a terrible instinct striked me as my family did not answer my call. though it was just a mere 10 minutes, i was panic and wanted to call my grandma for help. fear was the only word that could describe the thoughts in my head.
this taught me to treasure your love ones - a lesson to learn.
tomorrow. assignment to complete.
God, i pray that You'll guide me. it's the first, and definitely not the worst, right?
pray for me, will you?
1:18 AM. Monday, May 19, 2008
history is past, it's over.
it ain't meant to be repeated.
the old self needs to be thrown away.
and welcome the new life.
"don't need to think it over. if i'm wrong i am right, don't need to look no further."
p.s: smile, cheerios! :)
9:32 AM. Saturday, May 17, 2008
though it was just a dream, it taught me to love more than i've never loved before.
11:59 PM. Tuesday, May 13, 2008
great day for some great icecreams :) the flavour/fragrance of fresh banana rule my smelly socks. jokes and laughter were accompanied by camwhoring.
I WANT THOSE UGLY SHOTS OF ME DELETED! :(
still, as a brilliant and artistic person, there were some nice shots taken by me. check it out under the copyright of mine.
my creation, my idea. ;D
check out stef and the dude in the portrait.
nope, not an emo shot but i reckon it's nice. reminiscing with the photos at the back, cool.
i want the other shots taken today, including the retarded ones at the underpass.
4:01 PM. Sunday, May 11, 2008
after yesterday's sermon, i've figured that i'd been playing too many roles for the past 17 years. it is said that you are who you are worshipping. and just tell me, how many victims are under my list of worships. it's just that i was blind and insensitive, i didn't know i was worshipping them.
curtain close, the play has to stop.
now it's time to find out who is the real me, who am i.
p.s: i finally finished my tub of haagen-dazs after one week, and yay me! i've got the WONDERWOMAN shirt! :D yay!
5:06 PM. Friday, May 9, 2008
sometimes, things aren't as simple as what you think. this world isn't perfect at all.
not a good week, not a good week.
bring it on to next week, next week.
God, fast-forward the time please. thankfully, it's just 2 more days.
4:53 PM. Monday, May 5, 2008
it takes just a few words from you to depict who you are.
there's no jimi hendrix,
no mariah carey,
no travis barker,
but simplicity calls it all.
- that's the moldy peaches :)
watching mtv now is such a pleasure, i'm about to spit milk onto my laptop screen.
"jenny, what's the problem?"
jenny's back, people!
2:36 PM. Sunday, May 4, 2008
happened to found this and i reckon that this music video has an adorable effect, the scissors snipping and changing of background. peeps studying in the media course should know what i meant ;)
p.s: it's a great song too.
Kate Voegele - Only Fooling Myself
"one day i'll turn around, i'll see your hand reach out, i'm only fooling myself"
10:53 PM. Friday, May 2, 2008
i finally bought my keyboard! :D and my room's changed.
what's next?
- electric guitars & amplifiers
- drum set
- deafening speakers
it's just a few more steps away to a jamming room...